Wednesday, March 14, 2018

I Dreamed About You

I dreamed that we were together all through the night.
I dreamed that you held me close.
I dreamed that you whispered in my ear, "Let's pray and Thank God for tonight."
I dreamed we did and it felt so real.
I could hear you speaking.
I could feel your warm arms around me.
I felt safe, trusted and cared about.
I could feel your heart beating rhythmically against me.
I liked that feeling, I didn't want to wake up.

Sunday, March 11, 2018

I Love

I love my eyes
when you look into them.
I love my name
when you say it.
I love my heart
when you touch it.
I love my life
when you are in it.

Thursday, February 15, 2018

Is Panic Disorder a Blood Type

Pulsating lumps in my throat...
Paralyzing my every move.
It's hard to swallow,
Harder to breathe
Leaving me helpless,
hopeless and distraught.
Tear ducts leak, fear builds, loneliness overwhelms me.

Abandoned

You came into my life,
like a whirlwind.
You loved me fast and ferocious.
Taking no time, drowning every real chance, we could have ever had.
Never giving me the opportunity to truly fall in love with you.
I could have, I wanted  to, I loved everything about you, short of the title waves of emotions.
I miss you. I think of you every day, often.

Sunday, August 6, 2017

lost love

restless heart
filled with pain
nothing inside me
all has been drained

burning eyes
swollen too
my soul has earned
the meaning of blues

your tiny paws
forever etched in my heart
how to I move on
I have no idea where to start.

your spirited love
guided me through so much
how do I let go
of my furbaby's touch

your love was so kind and true
living without you
feels completely impossible to do.

run in paradise
my darling Pip
i'll never fill this void
you were just too damn hip!

Friday, February 24, 2017

Strangers

We just
became
strangers
who knew
each other
too well.

I'd do
it all
over again
to trade
that heaven
for
this hell.

rdp

Monday, December 5, 2016

Do Not Settle

My Tuesday night muse is to not settle or go back to someone/something because it's comfortable. In anything in life. Especially love. Don't be with someone because it's convenient, easy, and what you're use to. Of course it's comforting now but you'll regret it years down the line swimming in misery and brimming with resentment. Take a chance, make a change. Unless you're just a dreadfully boring person then I can't help you, you're a lost cause.  That's sad take chances, love doesn't come easy.