Monday, September 26, 2022

A God Made Friendship

It is your birthday, and I don't know where to start. There are so many things I'd like to reflect on your special day that I literally could not fit into a notebook So let me start by saying the most obvious: I love you!

Since the moment we walked into each others lives we got along just perfectly. We were like the perfect pieces to each others puzzle. Not that anything was missing, but you, you became a part of me and you made me better than I was without you. I know you're probably laughing right now thinking this is corny and wondering if I really remember some of those younger years. While it may have a twist of corny to it, OH yeah I remember those earlier memories.
One thing that has always amazed me is your unconditional form of giving and compassion. Anytime I or anyone else needed something, you never hesitate to offer and even more. If I had a bad day, you listened and reassure me that it will pass. You never hesitated to snap me back into reality and encourage me to stay strong. You have given me so much strength and taught me to be more like you!

Everywhere you go, you light up everyone's day. You are thoughtful, compassionate, and your vibes are nothing but happiness.

Not only are you the best trust worthy ear, the best supporter, but you're also my perfect fit for the most important reasons: Your love for Jesus and you have never judged me.
I honestly don't know what I'd do if you'd never walked into my life. You've made me a stronger woman, a better me. I know how all this happened... God had a plan many years ago!
What I'm saying is that I am so thankful for your friendship, your life and your beautiful soul. On a day like today, when we celebrate your life and wish you many more years to walk this crazy world and spread Jesus and sprinkle happiness into everyone's life. Thank you for being you, and thank you for loving me!

They say some friendships are not meant to last forever and that’s OK. But those that can withstand the ups and downs, the moves, hardships and other changes over the years are truly something special. I honestly believe God had a plan scrolled out for us long before we met. No matter how much time has passed between texts, phone calls our visits, we always pick up right where we left off. 
The moment we're together, it’s like nothing has changed.  Curt said to me after he met you, 'Wow! You two act like sisters. I believe how our friendship  has worked is we have shared our most vulnerable sides with each other and we've never feared they'd go any further.. Together we’ve navigated broken hearts, having four beautiful daughters, being separated by many miles, shared countless hours of belly laughter and memories both good and not so good.
Now we have our time to enjoy and spread the gospel!

Thank you for being the woman you are! I love you so much!!

Have a very happy birthday Mary Elizabeth (sorry I heard Jeff talking about Mary's sister Elizabeth and I had to❤)

If you are around at all today I'd love to stop by and give you a birthday hug!!

God Bless You Sweetest Friend,
Rena

Saturday, April 11, 2020

Quarantined Life


Quarantined life is wearing me down.
It is taking my happy and turning it upside down.

My bones are aching and so is my heart. There's no where to go around here for privacy and a walk.
The trails have been closed and so have the parks. I've been in this house from dawn to dark. 

I read my bible and watch tv, I peel wall paper, and fear to pee. Selfish people are hoarding necessities, and the stores that sell them seem to agree. 
Though I can only buy 2 cans of beans, while others walk out with toilet paper streams.

People are fighting all over the web which makes me crawl deeper within my shell..

Why can't there be a piece of land where I can walk with God holding my hand?

Instead I have become physically sick, as people online are simply being dicks. Treating one another with disrespect and hate, not even realizing their very own fate.

So many people are not taking precautions!!! Why, I ask, don't they care that people are dying everywhere?

Some say the numbers are untrue, comparing it to something "simple like the flu."
The flu is deadly just as well. However to many this virus is hell.

This quarantined life is taking its toll. My faith in God is keeping me whole.


Tuesday, April 3, 2018

Forever and a day


Sun shinin'
Clocks tickin'
Winds blowin'
Passin boats speed by

Music's soft
Heart rate is slightly increased
Reviewing our conversation last night...
This week....

Admiration continues to peek
You inspire me
Give me hope
Teaching me I'm not......
dead
emotionally or spiritually
I am ALIVE!

I pray my fantasies do become our reality, God is our compass.
True reality is... our fantasies are real.

The more we talk,
the more
I love who you are....
Your wisdom is sexy.
it educates and stimulates me.

Forever and a day I shall love you and be your best friend....

I respect your beliefs and boundaries. 
Never shall I jeopardize faith.
I pray for faith to never jeopardize me.

The depth of my feelings
identical -
friends & lovers..
Never to weaken
in strongest of storms....

Never to depart
From my soul or my
heart...

All my love
forever and a day....

Wednesday, March 14, 2018

I Dreamed About You

I dreamed that we were together all through the night.
I dreamed that you held me close.
I dreamed that you whispered in my ear, "Let's pray and Thank God for tonight."
I dreamed we did and it felt so real.
I could hear you speaking.
I could feel your warm arms around me.
I felt safe, trusted and cared about.
I could feel your heart beating rhythmically against me.
I liked that feeling, I didn't want to wake up.

Sunday, March 11, 2018

I Love

I love my eyes
when you look into them.
I love my name
when you say it.
I love my heart
when you touch it.
I love my life
when you are in it.

Thursday, February 15, 2018

Is Panic Disorder a Blood Type

Pulsating lumps in my throat...
Paralyzing my every move.
It's hard to swallow,
Harder to breathe
Leaving me helpless,
hopeless and distraught.
Tear ducts leak, fear builds, loneliness overwhelms me.

Abandoned

You came into my life,
like a whirlwind.
You loved me fast and ferocious.
Taking no time, drowning every real chance, we could have ever had.
Never giving me the opportunity to truly fall in love with you.
I could have, I wanted  to, I loved everything about you, short of the title waves of emotions.
I miss you. I think of you every day, often.