Never trust a mirror,
For a mirror always lies,
It makes you feel that all you're worth,
Can be seen from the outside.
Never trust a mirror,
It only shows you what's skin deep,
You can't see how your eye lids flutter,
When your drifting off to sleep,
It doesn't show you what the world sees,
When you're only being you,
Or how you're eyes just light up,
When you're loving what you do,
It doesn't capture when you're smiling,
Where no-one else can see,
And your reflection cannot tell you,
Everything you mean to me,
Never trust a mirror,
For it only shows your skin,
And if you think it dictates your worth,
It's time you look within.
Sunday, April 3, 2016
Look Within....
Saturday, December 28, 2013
the truth is
in search of
hidden
the easy part
hidden with a smile
emotionally: i'm done.
mentally: i'm drained.
spiritually: i'm dead.
just the way you left me
beaten, bloody, fearful
emotionally - done
mentally - drained
spiritually - dead
physically - hidden
Sunday, July 18, 2010
my “self”
Its been a long time since I've blogged my thoughts… the reasoning behind that is for almost a year now I haven't allowed myself to feel my feelings. I have ignored them and continued to run on passion for others opposed to considering what I may be doing to: my "self"
It wasn't until 3 weeks ago when we lost my 8 year old nephew, Blake in a boating accident, that I realized the injustice I was serving not only to my "self" but to those who love me and who are most important to me. Today I have decided to feel again… I will therefore be blogging again from time to time.
So much has changed about me in the past 2 years that I do not even recognize my "self"… I can't help but question if this is something that is a result of time or hormones or both perhaps? I suddenly feel the need to recognize my "self" again and to move forward from this stagnant place I have been these past 2 years. With the marriage of my daughter quickly approaching and the deterioration of my family around me; along with some new friends God has blessed me with - I realize - today…. is all I have - I better make the best of it… I must dig deeper into my "self" in search of motivation and "self" worthiness;
today I begin digging deeper in search of my "self"

