You came into my life,
like a whirlwind.
You loved me fast and ferocious.
Taking no time, drowning every real chance, we could have ever had.
Never giving me the opportunity to truly fall in love with you.
I could have, I wanted to, I loved everything about you, short of the title waves of emotions.
I miss you. I think of you every day, often.
Empty
When I should be
Full
Sad
When I should be
Happy
Lost
When I should be
Found
Scared
When I should be
Secure
Desperate
When I should be
Content
All these things tell me....
I must change
All these things about me....
Such a fool
Setup by herself
Knowing in advance
She didn't stand a chance.
Day after day
Hope is all she had
Knowing deep inside
Even that hope was bad.
When will she put
An end to her pain
By facing the truths
She has nothing to gain.
Her lonely heart
And desperate soul
Blinded her sight
From the truth she was told.
Her inner self
Told her
Over and over again
With this man
You will never win.
She tells herself
After every
Broken promise
Next time he calls
She will not answer.
Somehow the sounds
Of his ring tone triggers
The fool inside her
Who doesn't stand a chance.
I don't want to live anymore
What should I do...
I can't get over the pain
Of losing you!
I don't want to live anymore
What should I do??????
I
Can't
Get
Over
The
Pain
Of
Losing
YOU
Dangling in life
As though I'm suspended in space
Lost and alone
No way to get out of this place
I don't remember depression
Feeling so sad....
This has to be
The worse case I have
Ever had
Suspended - it feels like the end
Suspended - the final win
Suspended - the hurt is so real
Suspended - I just can't deal...
