Forever and a day

Sun shinin'

Clocks tickin'
Winds blowin'
Passin boats speed by

Music's soft
Heart rate is slightly increased
Reviewing our conversation last night...
This week....

Admiration continues to peek
You inspire me
Give me hope
Teaching me I'm not......
dead
emotionally or spiritually
I am ALIVE!

I pray my fantasies do become our reality, God is our compass.

True reality is... our fantasies are real.

The more we talk,
the more
I love who you are....
Your wisdom is sexy.
it educates and stimulates me.

Forever and a day I shall love you and be your best friend....

I respect your beliefs and boundaries. 
Never shall I jeopardize faith.
I pray for faith to never jeopardize me.

The depth of my feelings
identical -
friends & lovers..
Never to weaken
in strongest of storms....

Never to depart
From my soul or my
heart...

All my love
forever and a day....

I Dreamed About You

I dreamed that we were together all through the night.
I dreamed that you held me close.
I dreamed that you whispered in my ear, "Let's pray and Thank God for tonight."
I dreamed we did and it felt so real.
I could hear you speaking.
I could feel your warm arms around me.
I felt safe, trusted and cared about.
I could feel your heart beating rhythmically against me.
I liked that feeling, I didn't want to wake up.

I Love

I love my eyes
when you look into them.
I love my name
when you say it.
I love my heart
when you touch it.
I love my life
when you are in it.

Is Panic Disorder a Blood Type

Pulsating lumps in my throat...
Paralyzing my every move.
It's hard to swallow,
Harder to breathe
Leaving me helpless,
hopeless and distraught.
Tear ducts leak, fear builds, loneliness overwhelms me.

Abandoned

You came into my life,
like a whirlwind.
You loved me fast and ferocious.
Taking no time, drowning every real chance, we could have ever had.
Never giving me the opportunity to truly fall in love with you.
I could have, I wanted  to, I loved everything about you, short of the title waves of emotions.
I miss you. I think of you every day, often.